Tuesday, October 2, 2007

This war inside my mind is killing me...

I know, I need to suck it up. Is it the weather that's bringing me down? To a certain extent, I think it is. But the rest is a combination of shit that I need to stop thinking about. Bleh. I hate feeling like this. I hate being afraid of the same old things, the same person WHO SHOULD NOT MATTER. I need to get over it. I need closure. And my money back. I don't like feeling ashamed of trying to help someone I loved. How awful is that?

I need to feel valued and adored, not used and ignored. Soon, please. Please?

1 comment:

Queen of Hearts said...

i heart you baby tasia.
i wish i could help, let me know if there is anything i can do to cheer you up whenever you like.

~lisa~